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[Dec. 15th, 2007|07:43 pm]
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*Fights hard to calm his breathing, choking back violent sobs, shaking badly.*

*Whimpers, gripping his wrists hard, fingernails digging into his arm.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:20 pm (UTC)
*watches out of the window at Mikeyway and Pete leaving the hotel*

*sighs heavily*

Ryan, Ryan...
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:23 pm (UTC)
*Flinches at the sound of Brendon's voice, because he expects him to still be shouting. Everyone was shouting, even Brendon.*

*Curls into a smaller ball, hiding his face in his hands.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:27 pm (UTC)
*goes to sit near Ryan*

*talks in a tiny voice*

I did good, right? I took care of you, right?
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:32 pm (UTC)
*Squeezes his eyes shut to try and stop crying.*

Y-You d-did, I-I'm s-sorry I, t-thank you.

*Keeps his head down, still fighting against tears.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:34 pm (UTC)
*rubs his eyes tiredly*

Ryan? Please stop? I - I love you.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:35 pm (UTC)
I l-love y-you t-too, everyone w-was s-shouting B-Bren, I.. *whimpers, trailing off into silence.*

I-I'm s-sorry.
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:40 pm (UTC)
*tries to put an arm around Ryan*

I didn't mean to yell! I'm sorry! Ry?
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:42 pm (UTC)
*Shivers and leans into Brendon's touch, uncurling a little and griping Brendon's hand tightly.*

I j-just w-wanted t-them t-to leave us a-alone.
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:44 pm (UTC)
*holds onto Ryan's hand firmly, hugging him close*

And they have! They're gone. It's just me and you, Ry.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:46 pm (UTC)
*Nods against Brendon's chest, taking deep breaths and calming down slightly.*

I w-was s-so scared Bren.

*Shivers thinking back over the fight.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:49 pm (UTC)
*strokes his back soothingly*

Me too! When they started yelling and swearing!

*shudders*

But it's all over, we're gonna be fine, just me and you.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:54 pm (UTC)
*Shifts and sits up a little so their foreheads are resting together*

*Feels really awful for not realising how scared Brendon was too.*

I l-love you B-Bren, so f-fucking much.
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:56 pm (UTC)
*squeezes his eyes closed*

Good, me too. I love you Ryanross.

*smiles a little*

I told you I'd stay with you, didn't I? I'll never let you down, Ry.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 10:19 pm (UTC)
*Rubs his nose against Brendon's, hugging him tightly*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 10:30 pm (UTC)
*lifts a hand up to gently wipe Ryan's tears away*

No more crying today, ok?

*kisses him lightly*
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