*watches out of the window at Mikeyway and Pete leaving the hotel*
*Flinches at the sound of Brendon's voice, because he expects him to still be shouting. Everyone was shouting, even Brendon.*
*Curls into a smaller ball, hiding his face in his hands.*
*goes to sit near Ryan*
*talks in a tiny voice*
I did good, right? I took care of you, right?
*Squeezes his eyes shut to try and stop crying.*
Y-You d-did, I-I'm s-sorry I, t-thank you.
*Keeps his head down, still fighting against tears.*
*rubs his eyes tiredly*
Ryan? Please stop? I - I love you.
I l-love y-you t-too, everyone w-was s-shouting B-Bren, I.. *whimpers, trailing off into silence.*
*tries to put an arm around Ryan*
I didn't mean to yell! I'm sorry! Ry?
*Shivers and leans into Brendon's touch, uncurling a little and griping Brendon's hand tightly.*
I j-just w-wanted t-them t-to leave us a-alone.
*holds onto Ryan's hand firmly, hugging him close*
And they have! They're gone. It's just me and you, Ry.
*Nods against Brendon's chest, taking deep breaths and calming down slightly.*
I w-was s-so scared Bren.
*Shivers thinking back over the fight.*
*strokes his back soothingly*
Me too! When they started yelling and swearing!
But it's all over, we're gonna be fine, just me and you.
*Shifts and sits up a little so their foreheads are resting together*
*Feels really awful for not realising how scared Brendon was too.*
I l-love you B-Bren, so f-fucking much.
*squeezes his eyes closed*
Good, me too. I love you Ryanross.
*smiles a little*
I told you I'd stay with you, didn't I? I'll never let you down, Ry.
*Rubs his nose against Brendon's, hugging him tightly*
*lifts a hand up to gently wipe Ryan's tears away*
No more crying today, ok?
*kisses him lightly*
Okay, okay, n-no more.
*Kisses back softly, bring his hand up to cradle the back of Brendon's head.*
*inches closer to Ryan, sighing against his lips and holding him gently*
*nervously tries to deepen the kiss*
*Slides his shaking fingers into Brendon's soft hair, letting him take control of the kiss.*
*Whimpers faintly, tilting his head as the kiss deepens.*
*still feeling brave from the argument earlier, slips a hand down and squeezes Ryan's thigh*
*keeps on kissing him, becoming less and less gentle by the second*
*Stills for a split second at the touch of Brendon's hand on his thigh but relaxes because it's Brendon and he's safe*
*Presses himself closer to Brendon, humming into the kiss.*
*pulls back and smiles*
Wanna lay down with me?
*Smiles back and opens his eyes.*
*smiles and lies on the little hotel bed, holding out his arms to Ryan*
*Lies down Next to Brendon, shifting closer so he's pressed up against the other boy*
Just us n-now.
*Presses a tiny kiss to the corner of Brendon's mouth.*
*strokes Ryan's hair back from his face*
Yeah, me and you.
*leans in to kiss Ryan again, sighing against his lips*
*Closes his eyes again, running his fingertips down Brendon's side.*
*Tentatively flicks his tongue over Brendon's lips, cautious about taking over the kiss.*
*lets out a happy little murmur when Ryan kisses him, shifting closer to him*
*Rests his hand in the dip of Brendon's waist, thumb rubbing in small circles.*
*shudders at Ryan's touch*
I, uh, I don't even know....
*Leans in and kisses Brendon, stroking his side again.*
*shifts to get under Ryan*
Ry? Can we, uh...?
*Sits up a little, biting his lip.*
Like, uhm, you know, the last time?
Or, you know... not. If you don't wanna.
*Blushes as well*
No, I w-want. I want to.
*Licks his lips, shifting so he's leaning over Brendon.*
*runs his hands up and down Ryan's back, lifting his head up to kiss him again*
*Gently presses his body against Brendon's, sliding his hand up under Brendon's t-shirt.*
*Deepens their kiss, lightly rubbing their tongues together.*
*moves his tongue against Ryan's, softly and slowly, pressing his hips up and grinding into Ryan*
*Gasps into the kiss, rolling his hips down against Brendon's.*
*suddenly grabs Ryan's ass, pulling him closer to his own crotch*
*Lets out a choked moan at the friction.*
*Blushes and ducks his head down, lapping the smooth skin of Brendon's neck*
*tilts his neck for Ryan, whimpering softly, moving a hand down to fumble at the button on Ryan's jeans, with useless, shaking hands*
*Grazes his teeth over Brendon's collarbone, sliding his hand even further under the other boy's shirt.*
*Whimpers at the pressure of Brendon's hand, rocking against him.*
*fingers scrabble at Ryan's jeans*
Ry, sorry, I can't.... do it.
*fiddles more, feeling himself start to blush*
*Leans himself up on one elbow, sliding his hand out from under Brendon's shirt*
*Curls their fingers together and guides Brendon's hand into undoing the button and zip of his jeans*
*smiles up at Ryan gratefully*
Sorry for being such a tard. It's just... you!
*plays with Ryan's fingers, looking unsure of himself*
*Smiles at Brendon, kissing a line along his jaw to his lips.*
Bren, fuck you're so amazing.