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[Dec. 15th, 2007|07:43 pm]
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[crowsandstars]
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*Fights hard to calm his breathing, choking back violent sobs, shaking badly.*

*Whimpers, gripping his wrists hard, fingernails digging into his arm.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:20 pm (UTC)
*watches out of the window at Mikeyway and Pete leaving the hotel*

*sighs heavily*

Ryan, Ryan...
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:23 pm (UTC)
*Flinches at the sound of Brendon's voice, because he expects him to still be shouting. Everyone was shouting, even Brendon.*

*Curls into a smaller ball, hiding his face in his hands.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:27 pm (UTC)
*goes to sit near Ryan*

*talks in a tiny voice*

I did good, right? I took care of you, right?
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:32 pm (UTC)
*Squeezes his eyes shut to try and stop crying.*

Y-You d-did, I-I'm s-sorry I, t-thank you.

*Keeps his head down, still fighting against tears.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:34 pm (UTC)
*rubs his eyes tiredly*

Ryan? Please stop? I - I love you.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:35 pm (UTC)
I l-love y-you t-too, everyone w-was s-shouting B-Bren, I.. *whimpers, trailing off into silence.*

I-I'm s-sorry.
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:40 pm (UTC)
*tries to put an arm around Ryan*

I didn't mean to yell! I'm sorry! Ry?
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:42 pm (UTC)
*Shivers and leans into Brendon's touch, uncurling a little and griping Brendon's hand tightly.*

I j-just w-wanted t-them t-to leave us a-alone.
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:44 pm (UTC)
*holds onto Ryan's hand firmly, hugging him close*

And they have! They're gone. It's just me and you, Ry.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:46 pm (UTC)
*Nods against Brendon's chest, taking deep breaths and calming down slightly.*

I w-was s-so scared Bren.

*Shivers thinking back over the fight.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:49 pm (UTC)
*strokes his back soothingly*

Me too! When they started yelling and swearing!

*shudders*

But it's all over, we're gonna be fine, just me and you.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 08:54 pm (UTC)
*Shifts and sits up a little so their foreheads are resting together*

*Feels really awful for not realising how scared Brendon was too.*

I l-love you B-Bren, so f-fucking much.
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 08:56 pm (UTC)
*squeezes his eyes closed*

Good, me too. I love you Ryanross.

*smiles a little*

I told you I'd stay with you, didn't I? I'll never let you down, Ry.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 10:19 pm (UTC)
*Rubs his nose against Brendon's, hugging him tightly*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 10:30 pm (UTC)
*lifts a hand up to gently wipe Ryan's tears away*

No more crying today, ok?

*kisses him lightly*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 10:37 pm (UTC)
Okay, okay, n-no more.

*Kisses back softly, bring his hand up to cradle the back of Brendon's head.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 10:46 pm (UTC)
*inches closer to Ryan, sighing against his lips and holding him gently*

*nervously tries to deepen the kiss*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 10:56 pm (UTC)
*Slides his shaking fingers into Brendon's soft hair, letting him take control of the kiss.*

*Whimpers faintly, tilting his head as the kiss deepens.*
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From: movinglyrics
2007-12-15 11:12 pm (UTC)
*still feeling brave from the argument earlier, slips a hand down and squeezes Ryan's thigh*

*keeps on kissing him, becoming less and less gentle by the second*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2007-12-15 11:18 pm (UTC)
*Stills for a split second at the touch of Brendon's hand on his thigh but relaxes because it's Brendon and he's safe*

*Presses himself closer to Brendon, humming into the kiss.*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 12:01 am (UTC)
*pulls back and smiles*

Wanna lay down with me?
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 12:06 am (UTC)
*Smiles back and opens his eyes.*

Yeah, o-okay.
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 12:08 am (UTC)
*smiles and lies on the little hotel bed, holding out his arms to Ryan*

Here?
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 12:13 am (UTC)
*Lies down Next to Brendon, shifting closer so he's pressed up against the other boy*

Just us n-now.

*Presses a tiny kiss to the corner of Brendon's mouth.*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 12:18 am (UTC)
*strokes Ryan's hair back from his face*

Yeah, me and you.

*leans in to kiss Ryan again, sighing against his lips*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 12:32 am (UTC)
*Closes his eyes again, running his fingertips down Brendon's side.*

*Tentatively flicks his tongue over Brendon's lips, cautious about taking over the kiss.*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 12:34 am (UTC)
*lets out a happy little murmur when Ryan kisses him, shifting closer to him*

Ry...
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 12:41 am (UTC)
*Rests his hand in the dip of Brendon's waist, thumb rubbing in small circles.*

Yeah?
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 06:28 pm (UTC)
*shudders at Ryan's touch*

I, uh, I don't even know....
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 07:16 pm (UTC)
*Smiles softly.*

It's okay.

*Leans in and kisses Brendon, stroking his side again.*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 07:26 pm (UTC)
*shifts to get under Ryan*

Ry? Can we, uh...?
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 07:30 pm (UTC)
*Sits up a little, biting his lip.*

Y-Yeah?
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 07:33 pm (UTC)
Like, uhm, you know, the last time?

*blushes*

Or, you know... not. If you don't wanna.
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 07:37 pm (UTC)
Oh

*Blushes as well*

No, I w-want. I want to.

*Licks his lips, shifting so he's leaning over Brendon.*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 07:46 pm (UTC)
*smiles*

Me too.

*runs his hands up and down Ryan's back, lifting his head up to kiss him again*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 07:54 pm (UTC)
*Gently presses his body against Brendon's, sliding his hand up under Brendon's t-shirt.*

*Deepens their kiss, lightly rubbing their tongues together.*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 08:07 pm (UTC)
*moves his tongue against Ryan's, softly and slowly, pressing his hips up and grinding into Ryan*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-02 10:11 pm (UTC)
*Gasps into the kiss, rolling his hips down against Brendon's.*

Bren.
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-02 10:42 pm (UTC)
Mmm, Ryan!

*suddenly grabs Ryan's ass, pulling him closer to his own crotch*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-03 06:33 pm (UTC)
*Lets out a choked moan at the friction.*

*Blushes and ducks his head down, lapping the smooth skin of Brendon's neck*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-03 06:41 pm (UTC)
*tilts his neck for Ryan, whimpering softly, moving a hand down to fumble at the button on Ryan's jeans, with useless, shaking hands*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-03 06:48 pm (UTC)
*Grazes his teeth over Brendon's collarbone, sliding his hand even further under the other boy's shirt.*

*Whimpers at the pressure of Brendon's hand, rocking against him.*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-03 07:39 pm (UTC)
*fingers scrabble at Ryan's jeans*

*whines*

Ry, sorry, I can't.... do it.

*fiddles more, feeling himself start to blush*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-03 07:49 pm (UTC)
*Leans himself up on one elbow, sliding his hand out from under Brendon's shirt*

S'okay Bren.

*Curls their fingers together and guides Brendon's hand into undoing the button and zip of his jeans*
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From: movinglyrics
2008-01-06 02:26 pm (UTC)
*smiles up at Ryan gratefully*

Sorry for being such a tard. It's just... you!

*plays with Ryan's fingers, looking unsure of himself*
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[User Picture]From: crowsandstars
2008-01-28 08:40 pm (UTC)
*Smiles at Brendon, kissing a line along his jaw to his lips.*

Bren, fuck you're so amazing.
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